No, not laughing. Been depressed at the state of my country for a while and the bad influence our system has on the world.

But I understand why other people laugh at us. Honestly, I think our species is just doomed to make the same mistakes over and over again.

It feels like some patterns of greed and ego will always come back around and make it hell on earth. Sometimes I wonder if this is hell.

Anyway, just waiting for my end to come and taking a day at a time trying to make the best of life that I can with my loved ones.